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Smaradhana

Projek kecil yang tengah saya ramu; sebuah ruang tak berfisik untuk meramu, meracik, dan berwelas asih dengan arifnya akar rumpun dan semesta alam.

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Smaradhana yang terdiri dari dua kata yaitu; Smara dan Dahana. Di mana Smara memilik makna asmara dan Dhana atau Dahana adalah api. Semoga nama ini menjadi doa pengiring perjalanan hidup untuk memberi semangat dan kekuatan untuk mengasihi jiwa dan raga.

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one lonely boy and one lonely girl

“They sat on a park bench, held hands, and told each other their stories hour after hour. They were not lonely anymore. They had found and been found by their 100% perfect other. What a wonderful thing it is to find and be found by your 100% perfect other. It’s a miracle, a cosmic miracle.”

cosmic miracle – 1Q84.

this “One Lonely Boy and One Lonely Girl” playlist I created for the latest Haruki Murakami’s book I read; 1Q84. Reading a Murakami book is like diving into the ocean only to discover that you have always been a fish. Things suddenly start making sense.

#24jamsedekahmusik

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*the download link will be deleted tomorrow (monday) night

my mango waffle nights

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Somehow my mango waffle with vanilla ice cream I just ate, brought me to Wong Kar Wai’s ‘My Blueberry Nights’ last scene. The one I keep coming back to because the entire film is meant to come up to this point. The kiss scene. The cuts to the blueberry pie with melting ice cream. Love found. Life accepted.

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The new moon has finally been spotted, signalling the breaking of the Ramadan fast and the start of Eid.

May the magic of this Eid bring lots of happiness in your life and may you celebrate it with all your close friends & may it fill your heart with wonders. Happy Eid Mubarak 🙂

my pocket size of sky

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For future daughter and son, niece and nephew, neighbor kids, students, and you.

When you learn that this life will hit you, hard. I want you to know that this world is made out of sugar. It can crumble so easily but do not afraid to stick your tongue out and taste it.

“I create my own sky,
we may dissolve in the enormous breeze.
And you ask ‘what if I fall?’
Oh darling, what if you fly?

I create my own sky,
with colors of peach, plum, and pear.
And you ask ‘what if I feel sad?’
Oh darling, what if you feel right?

I create my own sky,
we glue the sparkles to unbounded space above.
And you ask ‘what if I lost?’
Oh darling, what if I embrace you in the midst of the stars?

I create my own sky,
the pocket size of sky.”

–your mom, your aunt, your teacher, your neighbor, and your friend.

my time

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a poetic video from my first collaboration project under #mikrosilcinema which is done with a favorite talented girl, Ebee. this instant and spontaneously work was done for less than 15 hours. I captured the footage in the morning when the sparkle sun glimpse on my bed beautifully, and decided would use the shots for a minute clip then invited Ebee to put some words on the visual I composed. with the touch of soundscape from James Iha’s Linda Linda Linda score ‘Son No Yume’, the visuals and words work amazing.

kindly check the video I uploaded under my instagram account, please click here 🙂

kota ini

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Di kota ini, tertanam keluh dengan kepenatan dan sesaknya keramaian. Pintu ke pintu bis kota, rel ke rel kereta, kota ini memberikan kelelahan. Kota ini yang pernah ditinggalkan dan kembali lagi. Mungkin saatnya belajar mensyukuri kemarin, menikmati hari ini, berharap esok, karena di kota ini juga saya menanam rindu untuknya. Hari ini saya merasakan romantisme manis dengan kota ini, merindukan melalui jalan-jalan kecil, menikmati pergerakan di setiap sudut, berjalan kaki mengarungi terik dan asap, lalu kemudian kembali bersyukur.

Lima tahun kembali pulang. Dan bertahan.